Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Why Me?
I'll bet you're guessing by the title of this entry that something happened to me. Something bad. Well, that is not really the case. Truth be told, I think I'm just in an odd mood. Not that it's a mood I'm not used to. Great now I sound depressed and I'm pro'ly turning you off of reading this.....and I just keep digging.
OK, moving on. Things have been pretty good with me actually. I'm getting more hours at work, so I can actually pay my bills. *YAY* The only thing in my life that's bugging me right now is my singlehood. And it's not even that exactly. I mean, I've been stuck single for like, over a year and a half. (by a few months I think) So, I don't think it's so much that, as it is all my friends lack of singleness. Firstly, I LIVE with a couple. Which is ok. They aren't too lovey-dovey. But if I'm already leaning in the lonely mood direction, seeing them doesn't always help. Then there's Co-V and Brian aka Timebomb who both got new girlfriends recently. And a lot of my other friends have significant others. Now, don't get me wrong, I've met a friend of a friend who I think is kinda cute......but while hanging out with her and a couple friends tonight, I feel kinda dumb. See, I can be a hype little boy sometimes. And tonight, with said cute girl was one of those times. Now I won't go into detail, but my friends bugged me about how I acted after dropping the cute friend off at home. So, even though it was pro'ly meant as simple "razzing" I do feel kinda dumb now. Hence the crappy mood I'm in.
That and I just felt I needed to update things on my Blog here.
Til next time kids!
OK, moving on. Things have been pretty good with me actually. I'm getting more hours at work, so I can actually pay my bills. *YAY* The only thing in my life that's bugging me right now is my singlehood. And it's not even that exactly. I mean, I've been stuck single for like, over a year and a half. (by a few months I think) So, I don't think it's so much that, as it is all my friends lack of singleness. Firstly, I LIVE with a couple. Which is ok. They aren't too lovey-dovey. But if I'm already leaning in the lonely mood direction, seeing them doesn't always help. Then there's Co-V and Brian aka Timebomb who both got new girlfriends recently. And a lot of my other friends have significant others. Now, don't get me wrong, I've met a friend of a friend who I think is kinda cute......but while hanging out with her and a couple friends tonight, I feel kinda dumb. See, I can be a hype little boy sometimes. And tonight, with said cute girl was one of those times. Now I won't go into detail, but my friends bugged me about how I acted after dropping the cute friend off at home. So, even though it was pro'ly meant as simple "razzing" I do feel kinda dumb now. Hence the crappy mood I'm in.
That and I just felt I needed to update things on my Blog here.
Til next time kids!
